Friday, August 28, 2009

Drawing My First Plant

On page 17 of Flower Guide is a painting of a Cat-tail and the origins of the herb. It is such a simple plant, the lines, the color.

As a child I drew pictures of stick figures, blobs, or abstract shapes that were supposed to be my mom's face or other things. In the first grade I learned how to grip a pencil more firmly and developed shapes that actually represented what they were supposed to be. I practiced creating the real shape of my mom's face.

Then I ventured into tracing people in my picture books and chapter books that had sparing black and white drawings in-between pages filled from top to bottom with printed words. Later, I attempted to draw people freehand. Gliding my pencil on paper was the best way to develop my fine motor skills.

One day I flipped through a nature book I found at school, library, or wherever (I can't quite remember) I came across a funny looking brown plant sticking straight up and surrounded by sharp green blades. I took my pencil and paper and studied the picture and drew a line. I repeated theses actions until I drew my first plant, a Cat-tail.

I enrolled in art classes after school. I worked with different mediums: Paper Mache, acrylics, temperas, water colors, clay, oils, Decoupage… I learned that I could use more than a pencil or paint brush to create art. I incorporated leaves, petals, sticks, sponges, toothbrushes, and whatnot to create different textures on canvas, paper, cardboard, or ceramics. I learned how to paint all sorts of plants and flowers more difficult than a Cat-tail.

Grams loved art, another passion I share with her. She had these heavy art books of Monet, Grant, Michelangelo, etc. that lined the bottom of her coffee table. When I visited her and Grandpa I would finger through the books. As I looked through the artworks I found appreciation. At six years old I appreciated art just how I appreciated flowers, ponds, grass, words, and books.

A decade later, when I was helping my family clean out the house Grams and Grandpa used to live in I came across a lot of interesting things. Besides finding boxes full of electric bills from 1951, I found a beautiful wood box with copper hinges. The wood was damaged from staying in the garage for years, perhaps a decade or more. I opened the box and there were rows and rows of paint tubes, all sorts of colors. I picked up one of the tubes and unscrewed the cap. I squeezed out purple paint onto the tip of my index finger. I heard crackles as the paint struggled to come out of the tube. I pinched my finger to my thumb and the dry paint cracked and felt like chalk. The paint was no good, but the box was a treasure.

Along with the box of paints I found an easel, confetti with dry paint. Best of all, I found canvases of paintings, most of them unfinished. The paintings were Grams’ work. One stood out from the rest. I held the rectangular canvas in my hands. The colors were warm, deep, like swirls of dark water. I ran my fingers along the grooves of dry paint and pictured Grams painting each stroke.

I never knew Grams painted until that day. I never got a chance to know her at all. She was a very gentle soul and kept things to herself most of the time. Only once in a while I would see her real self shine through. Now, I have to rely on stories I hear from others and my own memories.

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Wonder

I started this blog without a clear idea of what I wanted. I started off writing a continuing story about a girl who found love, sort of a fictionalized character of me. It didn’t work. Then I deleted all my posts and gave up.

Now, that I’ve come back to it, I don’t see it as giving up. I spent some time away from the blog. I forgot about it. Then my uncle asked me last month if I had a blog that he could follow. He wanted a way to be a part of my life because we live in different states.

“What a great idea my uncle had,” I thought to myself.

Today, I started fresh and created a new blog, Navy Wife Gets a Life. After a while, I stared at this one, Daily Dose of Daisies. I read the blog title over and over. I stared at the empty screen on my computer. Nothing was posted. Blank.

“My grandma used to love gardening,” I thought. Then I had an idea for this blog.

I have this book of Grams published in 1916, Flower Guide by Chester A. Reed. I believe it had been her mother’s book. In the right hand corner of the first page is her mother’s name written in pencil and the date. The date is a little smudged, but I think it reads, 1919. The book is small, 3in. X 5in. It gives pictures and brief descriptions of wild flowers.

Grams loved her garden. Her rose bushes in the front of the stone house are what I remember most. I’ve seen red and yellow roses growing amongst the thorns and deep green leaves. Even after she passed away, Grams’ roses thrived! Now the house is sold and I don’t know what’s going to happen to her roses.

My aunt also has the touch for gardening. She has a beautiful house near a rocky beach in Southern California. When I visit I enjoy a variety of flowers. In her garden, I’ve seen Birds of Paradise, Hydrangea, and Bogenvia. And further into her backyard, she grows her own herbs. Imagine walking out onto your moist grass and cutting some fresh basil to go on top of your pasta.

I don’t have a yard to grow my own garden, not yet. One day I will. I think I share that same passion Grams had for gardens. My idea for this blog is to journal my experiences and exploration of different types of gardens, flowers, etc. Mainly, I see a lot of journaling about my memories of Grams and the joys she brought to me and the family.

I would like to close with something written by Chester A. Reed. He wrote, “Whose heart is not gladdened at the sight of the first Mayflower or Arbutus in the spring? Who can pass a body of water, its glistening with the beauty of the Water Lily, without appreciation? In the fall who can traverse a field blind to the brilliancy of the seas of Purple Asters and gleams of the Goldenrod?”

I wonder how many times Grams read this passage from her book, Flower Guide. I wonder how many times has she stopped and watch the ducklings in the pond and appreciate them. I wonder how many times has she taken in the scents of exotic flowers and be satisfied. I wonder how powerful those three questions are.